EastCoastLove

so the year is almost over and i forgot i had this thing...i guess because no one nor i look at it! ha ha oh well...running around with my head cut off and trying to figure out what i am doing keeps a girl spinnin...:) all my friends are having babies...just thought you should know...the grass is always greener on the other side! why can't i be content in my own pasture? will that end when i die or before?

Ever had a day where you, would just like to... Disappear (Bebo Norman) On a day like this I want to crawl beneath a rock A million miles from the world The commotion that never seems to stop And on a day like this I want to run from the routine Run away from the daily grind That can suck the life right out of me I only know of one place I can run to… I want to hide in You The way, the life, the truth So I can disappear And love is all there is to see Coming out of me And you become clear As I disappear I don't want to care about earthly things Be caught up in all the lies That trick my eyes They say it's all about me I'm so tired of it being about me I would rather be cast away Separated from the human race If I don't bring you glory If I don't bring you glory If I don't bring you glory When we don't bring Him glory than we fail to reach the perfectness He gives. When others see Him its beautiful, when they see my selfishness thats ugly!

So through out my life i have had my sister, mom, friends, and roommates tell me that i talk, flirt, walk and laugh in my sleep. I have said some crazy things. Walked into walls and talked to random people. but i think that the other night tops the wierdness... So i wake up the other morning...and all my pillows (have 5 total) are on the floor...which is strange b/c i snuggle with them you know...so i roll over to the side table so i can see what time it is and i see a light bulb sitting by my cellphone...which is strange b.c i don't have lightbulbs lying around...so then i just shrug it off and like go to the bathroom where my stuffed kitty is in the middle of the floor...so during the night i pushed off all my pillows...threw my kitty in the bathroom...and took the light bulb out of my lamp for whatever reason....i don't remember dreaming anything at all so its just strange to me! fun times!~

so i got in a car wreck this past friday! it was 4 cars...it was good times...now i am driving a new jeep...a free upgrade b/c i don't think he had anycars in the class i was wanting to rent...so yipee! movie trivia: 'check out the lumped out jeep my daddy got me' :)

i saw jason in RIC airport...it was great! i always say, "he's from where i live" and no one seems to care...this was a nice little gift of surealness...i did not want to hound him so i said nothing...but i think he saw me noticing him...haha he was cute even in person! :D Turkey time was fun and nice with the family! saw friends from high school and others from college...it was great, but i need a vacation from the trip! work starts back up tomorrow...the clock keeps ticking and life goes on...and on...and on...:D

can't believe the holidays are upon us...i am very excited and ready to travel! I think i may get an ipod since my last one broke! I purchased a snow patrol ticket yesterday which is pretty normal except for the fact i am going alone! hahahaha oh boy...maybe someone i know will go too! we shall see! have a good day! S

This is my house! its exciting and weird to have a house...i have painted the whole downstairs now and am thinking about painting upstairs...it gets so time consuming and money...but so fun!